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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

today is 11 july 2007 but iam going to talk about thing happen from last friday 6/7/07 today i go but hamster it was very cute i name her tian tian n sweety she was so cute a few months old only quite cute lar at 7/7/07 i go joycelyn house to celebrate her birthday her uncle was very humourous n got a lot of riddle to let me guess but only guess correct 1 question then later we go carpark de rooftop to play lar i talk to xinqi about jian kuo lar alot lor hais what i say about jian kuo cannot tell u all lar haa den sunday morning my hamster go missing i spent the all day looking forher leh monday morning the hamster come out on her own haha i miss you tiantian thing went okay okay for tuesday only at night i cant sleep well lor cos keep thinking that tiantian went missing again i was so sleepy n scare bad tiantian scare me until i got nightmare today givan was helping meto take care of tiantian wish i can sleep well and at history lesson i suddenly feel sad dun know why so i cry so sad wish somebody can help me with my sadness


signing off
siewchin
love all my friend plus tiantian



YYY
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Sunday, July 1, 2007

Today is 1st of july is the same looooong time never blog again erm then i will start from the day i go hongkongat 10 june i go school overnight i go there very early early until i forgot to eat my dinner luckly miss lee let me go out of school to buy food then we pratise the wushu do you know at night i saw a lot of cockroaches!!! i was so scare that i scream then gordon scold me haha i even saw 2 frog ler after te practise and rehearsal we go to the stafroom to sleep we sleep inside a room and the boy sleep outside the room haha the room was so cold and comfortable tat i actually sleep haha i sleep for a few hour den iwake up to go tothe toliet when i ake up i was shivering waaa den my hair was so mesy when the sir saw me they waaa haha i actually scare them actually i never scare them is they are suprized to see me
At about 3 we wake up and wash up only a few girl bath other never ..DO THEY STINK?? not actually..when we reach the airport we go check in then got a time the people cheak our body see if got any thing i was safe but a sec 2 boy call ferrone was 'molest 'by a officer haah poor him this is the 1st time i sit on a plane i was very scare
i use my hand to cover my head but givan more worse she use the pillow and cover the head haha she was so cute haha thing goes okay until the second day i was haivg a headache but lucky got 1 ladies from jpc help me btw the hotel we staying is mexic habour hotel the aircon was great nice comfortable not mesy and other thing waa it was fanstanstic secong day night we go night market i but a few thing ut i wa upset cos i drop a watch and it spoil
Third day we go disneyland we go roller costal, ride pony and other games ferrone givan, kumaran and other plus e play with water haha then at night we go see the firework waa it was soo nice the next day i was sick again i think because i play with water givan also sick both have fever haha this is what happen
On 21 june i go to the vicoria jc i learn a lot of thing after tat mdm louisa ng treat the 6 of us thing haah the 4 of them never go de haha on 22 june i go to the east coast safety park for np course haha it was fun
And last the i reject jiankuo for giving me present at exam time now he give again but i dun noe he give up le mah i ask him whether he give up le and he say he give up le but i not sure whether is truth or not i accept the present le is a keychain with my name on it haiz have he really give up i dun noe see how thing go bah and i am not that despress le.....



signing off
siewchin
aka
siaosiao
miss you all
always






YYY
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Friday, June 1, 2007

Waa so long never blog le so busy hehe last monday i go npcc swearing in area 6 camp sianz lor the sir tell us do so many pumping until my muscle pain btw i got some muscles le i also see my kor there ler^^ den hor abigail see 1 guy she say very cute from hougang de the guy so ... she say cute haiz tao wei also .....i also cut my hair le until very short after june holiday i think grow back le hehe wonder 1e2 ppl will say wat ^^after today very busy 2 and 3 june from morning to 6 + at school 8 june go school 10 to 15 june go hong kong 21 june go the science thing 22 june go safety road bpcc de waaaaaa tiring sia but now hor nothing to do lar my mother also dun let me go school sooo often today i go class blog den i see the picture of the keychain jian kuo wan to give me de actually i dun noe wat is tat ler i ever go see n i even never touch the whole thing lor i just tell lyn to pass back to jian kuo actually the keychain quite nice lar but if i take the thing jian kuo will think i like him..... haiz half year gone le jian kuo sooo faithful? i dun believe haha never see how thing gooo


signing off
siew chin
love you all
muackxx



YYY
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Friday, May 4, 2007

jian kuo u idoit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!You mother du~~ i got problem must see u ar u idoit idoit idoit idoit si keane si keane si keane tell him my blog for what!!!!!!!!!!
i wont give you a chance de dare you to come to my blog i comfirm i will hit u de hor dun blame me i hit people i wont give mercy u go n die lar i 1st will hit your face slap u two times kick your du~~ give you a box and a kick and what have fun in the chalet u make me angry i will kill you 1st i will kill you 1st i wont forgive you you idoit chye du~~ stupid idoit fcuking chye du~~ i will go find a boy de u wont get a chance u idoit idoit idoit make me until so angry





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5:42 AM




Sunday, April 15, 2007

I started to feel depressed...i dun understand my friend n my family...take givan for example last time watever joke i tell she will laugh now....she will say i lame...
my brother are alway fighting over computer i going crazy soon i cry almost everyday even i am typing i am crying wat have happen ...i dun noe why...when elyna cut herself i feel she is siao now i feel like cutting too but i dun dare....everyday i look happy but actually i am lost in my world lost forever can i still find my world out n see the sun again i dun noe when i listen to the song graduate i am sad i have a feel that we will separate FOREVER i am sad what is happening to me where is my smile i feel like dying should i kill myself?
friday..jian kuo give me a paper written all the mushy thing should i give him a chance? but i am just a bad girl very bad girl why he like me i should avoid him i think ....i am confused by all this thing i need a person who i can trust to tell her all my secrets i need help and exam is coming
My mother scold me that i am a bad girl i just want to go to hong kong and we will raise fund but she just dun let ..i cant concentrate in my study the past few weeks i really need help



YYY
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Friday, March 30, 2007

Today is 30-03-2007~sorry for so long never online i was busy~i went for my npcc 's training~it was very difficult as we do the muster parade~we stand there very long cant talk cant move leg very pain also cannot rest except if u are sick~we watch the senior take their badge~some even joke let us stand for a longer time~after that, water break then go to amptheater~we sit there then alvin sir told me to do the banana dance~alvin sir i own him 2 next time must pay~esther mdm den sabo me to do the'i love my love song' luckily we in to fall in so i never do hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe~then we do exercise and we even do pumping and running soooo tired~after that miss tan told us that we are getting the uniform soon yipeee and we are going to kayaking on may n teacher told us that they will bring student to hong kong i wish i can go as i never go to other country but malaysia and of course singapore..~the fee is $700+ plus air ticket,food,land transport,and hotel i think it worth because miss tan say we go eat dim sim but i scared my mother wont let me go as is hundred plus soooooooooo sad mummy let me gooooo i wan to gooooocan use edusave money but i think not enough i am soo scare MUMMY PLZ LET ME GOO MUMMY LET ME GOOO PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!




YYY
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Monday, March 12, 2007

Hiie i am back from npcc 's camp There is good new and bad new Good new is i get a female best campus award Bad new is my NCO got to go le They are the best NCO They are humourous but a bit fiecre and VERY good to everyone I am really very sad feel like crying They are very helpful They are the best I really hope that they can come back to see us then if can go out together i will miss you i miss shikin mdm~esther mdm~alan sir~ alvin sir~fatin mdm and other i never write your name not because i never remember you and not because i hate you i love you all but i dun know how to spell i will go ask around and edit inside my blog must remember me ~~~~FRIEND FOREVER ~ MISS YOU ~ LOVE YOU ~ REMEMBER YOU ~ YOU ALL ARE MY FAMILY MY FRIEND I LOVE YOU ALL I MISS YOU ALL



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